Happy holidays :)

Happy Holidays from my family to yours!!!!

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So the holidays are here!

I remember when I was a kid my mom would always say around this time of year "why cant Christmas come every other year" Well I thought that she was always kidding. Now having kids of my own I totally understands where she is coming from. We went today and cut down our tree :) It is a perfect tree if I do say so myself. LOL I picked it! It was like a whole 34 degrees out while we were wandering around looking for this tree But we got it, decorated it and now it looks all jolly in my house :) Why does it seem like the month of December just FLYS by? Ok well I am just talking about nothing. I better hit the hay since the daughter is in a play at church tomorrow......busy day yet again! Will write more soon! Promise!

Thinking

So the past few days I have been thinking. How did I get to where I am today? Is this really what life is all about. It is the holiday season, they say the happiest time of the year. Everything I have seen has been the complete opposite. Everyone seems to be so angry. Me personally, I am just stuck at a in between place.....in between happy and angry. Justin leaving is getting closer so I am getting more worried! I want to spend as much time with him as possible but it never seems to happen. I have been SO tired all the time because Ethan wont sleep through the night yet. I just wonder what would life be like if I had made other choice, I don't take back ANYTHING in my life but I just wonder what kind of a person would I be today if I did things in a different order.

Hmmmmm Don't really know what to think. And why the heck did I want to write a blog? No one follows me or reads them so I guess it is just a glorified journal. Well that is all for now!

The Army Wife