HAHA, sorry I had to laugh at that title! It is pretty perfect. So you know this Army Wife thing is tough...we are all a special breed, well most. You have your crack heads and your drama queens and the ones that think THEY wear their husbands rank and well frankly....lets be honest, YOU DID NOTHING FOR THAT RANK! There are some days that are good and other days that are rough. I have found that I do the SAME thing every day, get up, get kenzie ready and out the door for school, if I am lucky watch one of my shows before Ethan gets up, watch the Disney channel and Nick Jr til nap time and 10-11 then I get a hour to myself! WOW a whole hour.....what to do what to do, by the time I figure it out Ethan is up and time to make lunch then clean and plan dinner, and then bath and bed. WHEW sounds so simple huh. Today I have been pretty lonely though, Justin is still in the field and they keep changing when he is coming home. I know this is the littlest complaint since there are tons of peoples whose hubby are deployed and they are missing them everyday. I have really started to feel alone out here. I really miss home. But I am glad that we are able to do our own thing. I have decided that Army wife is one of the toughest jobs out there and we do not get paid for it! We have to be strong when we feel hopeless and alone. We put on a fake smile and say everything is ok when really we just want to crawl in bed and cry. Today I finally took some time for me and watched 2 of my favorite movies (gotta love tear jerkers)
So here is what I have decided, I love my life and I would not trade it for anything. Yeah my hubby may have been in the field for 2 weeks and I may be feeling lonely but everything gets better when I get a text saying "baby thank you so much in supporting me in everything I do" That is what I live for.
So, I guess on that note it is time to take myself to bed!!
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